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i was gonna try and write something witty here.
but couldnt think of anything.

so I thought i'd share the greatest thing on the internet.
its kinda old, but still very awesome

hugs and kisses

have a nice week

dogs and double cheese burgers

dogs and double cheese burgers from Marten Hernandez on Vimeo.
the good stuff.


i was messing around with Garage Band, and came up with this.

redline

redline - marten hernandez
Time.
Takes us away.
Life fades.
The every day, just seems the same.
Should I pray?
So things may stay the same.
So I sit, and wait and watch.
As time just slips away.
The dreams I have, never change.
Dreams of dying.
Dreams of pain.
Time stops again, to mock me.
This is my stop.
The train tells me so.
Last call it chimes, two minutes to go.
Excuse me sir.
I don’t recognize this place.
Have I been here before?
Or was there a mistake.
All aboard, all aboard he cries.
And all aboard.
We die.


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im not really singing in this one more like just talking.
I was thinking of that thing they have a jazz bars. The upright bass, and some person is reciting a poem.
well anyway, if you like it you could always, you know donate some $$$ to me.



cereal!!!
hmm.. it came out alittle blurry. 

ps. (answering question from last post.)
o yeah, most everthing I draw is digital. I mostly us cs4 photoshop and I have a walcom bamboo fun drawing pad. This drawing was just a quick test of a new program I just got, Autodesk Sketchbook Pro. I really want to learn how to drawn, like proportionally/consistently.

eek

I just thought of an old cartoon I used to watch.

eek the cat, ever heard of it?

well, good night all.

video games are amazing.

today I sat down at my computer at 1pm, and didnt notice the 8hrs that went by before I remembered to do my homework.
really its like your in a movie, that you control with your FINGERS!/ and some of your brain.
amazing.

.......

yeh, my life's pretty dang exciting.

ghandi knows how to game.

engrish

unmovated.

man........ 3rd week of school and ............cant get myself to do my assignments.
......anyone want to do them for me?
seriously.
i wish i had a clone that loved to go to school. and we somehow could share information telepathically.
.....one day, hopefully...


in other news,
I got back from a ski trip ...yesterday... I think.
that was......... hm...... hmmmmmmm.........
hmm..... well....not the greatest experience ever.

but some thing that was great;
getting a really awesome picture with really awesome people:

to sleep?

or not to sleep.

yeah i guess i should.

i think i might be psychosomatic, or maybe i just think to much.

(im not even sure if thats the right word.)

well, have a good one.

photobucket down

I was gonna put a pic here, but photobucket is currently down.

so instead i'll put up some music, I couldnt decide between two songs.

so here are both.

Priscilla Anh - Lullaby

Fear Factory - Invisible Wounds

Lullaby
Artist: Priscilla Ahn
Album: A Good Day

Lyrics

Here's a Lullaby
for anyone who wants to fly
from there home town
where people drown and where the town leaves die

This old library
has thrity books and one dictionary
but thats okay no one reads anyway we all watch tv

So heres your lullaby
no boy dont cry just rest your head and go to bed your time will come to fly
away
never a day just dream your life away
sleep...


All the dogs will die
they just cant seem to stay alive
cause in this town our cop shoots him down and we just let him go inside

Please God please what happened to our dreams
were loseing hope so we invest in dope to feel our vacant feelings

So heres your lullaby
no girl dont cry just rest your head and go to bed your time will come to fly
away

never a day just dream your life away
sleep...

"Invisible Wounds (Dark Bodies)"

dark bodies floating in darkness
no sign of light ever given
imprisoned in a world without a memory
unconscious, or am i conscious?
cut from the heart i am part of
sometimes i feel as though i'm frozen in heaven

and i saw my own face in the dark and lonliness
and i saw my own face like a spark frozen in heaven

in dreams i see myself flying
closer to the sun, and i'm climbing
tried to touch the sun
but the brightness burned my eyes
unconscious, or am i conscious?
fell from the sky like a star
sometimes i feel as though i'm frozen in heaven

and i saw my own face in the dark and lonliness
and i saw my own face like a spark

dark
my life was so dark...
my mind was so dark...
everything was dark

unconscious, or am i conscious?
fell from the sky like a star
sometimes i feel as though i'm frozen in heaven

and i saw my own face in the dark and lonliness
and i saw my own face like a spark frozen in heaven
dark bodies floating in darkness...

fingers are numb

sometimes I wish I could stay angry. it's weird. I dont necessarily like the feeling, but it is a very powerful energy.

......

Just now I came back from a 2 day church leaders meeting. And for some reason just being around 1sties for long durations of time makes me get really angry. but anyway, so I was really mad leaving the church, and on the way home I was thinking of all the things that really bother me about church. ( for anyone how dosnt know, I'm a Unificationist, not to be confused with Unitarians, completely different) I mean really I love true father/ the true family, our ideals, the youth, but everything else seems like a big bowl of suck. .....man im getting angry again. so i'll stop.

well, nvm.

sometimes I feel the only thing I can do is wait for the 1sties to die out and try to build things up the way that we say we will (the principles we talk about). sometimes its just so painful to be at church, do I feel miserable going to church? yes. why do I go then? I hope in anyway possible to help the younger generation, growing up in this retarded world, barraged with ideals they dont see realized, burdened with the shit from before us.....it's like having something so precious and valuable, being waved around like garbage. .....like when jesus was on the cross, be mocked and abused. wtf?

man....

alright, i lost my roll, maybe for the better.

on lighter news here are somethings i drew during this meeting.

well i only drew two things.

have a nice day.

o yeah, for some reason my thumb and pointer fingertips are numb, its an odd feeling.

tea party

tea party - marten hernandez

"Now blow the candle out my dear
And make your wish come true
A merry merry unbirthday to you!"

- Alice in Wonderland

i hate phones.

phones. especially cell phones...... worst idea ever.....

well I guess it was a good idea at first, but like everything good, we abuse and misuse it till it becomes mutated and evil. yes phones are evil.

now an umbrella, that's a good idea.

....

.... i've been having trouble sleeping for the past month. and i think I starting the feel the effects of it. I cant get a good sleep..... its ...... idk........ I wish i could turn my brain off at will.... It sometimes turns off on its own, (no joke) . It seems either I'm over thinking or not thinking at all. sometimes its nice to just be blank. to just get lost in nothingness. to just exist, sometimes it feels nice. to not worry about anything. .....hm.. .... i feel like a hypocrite at times, do as I say not as I do kinda thing. ......................................infinity ....nothing........everything...........................i wish it were possible to live in songs..... to feel the bass all around...... that sweet voice in your ear at all times........ the guitars wail and ride....... maybe it'd be like "the yellow submarine" minus the british people..... well......have a good one.

on another note a few days ago I found out about itunes radio, pretty neat...... well...see you next time.

mmmmm..... i just remembered all the things i was suppose to do today.....