23

hmm, in about a month im gonna be 23...

hmm...

im not sure how i feel about that.

sometimes i think about friends that are the same age as me.

they are in their senior year of college or already done and working on their jobs.

but where am i at?

lets see i've done a semester of college....

and would have been kicked out if i didnt bring my grades up.

...

hm...

well..

i dont know.

well enjoy some nice music by the Murphy's

In the town of Milton one
Brian Flannigan battered away till his money was spent
Then he hit a big one and felt like a man again,
Bought a three decker with two floors for rent

He threw a big party for friends
And relations at a grand old place called Florian Hall
And if you'll just listen I'll make your eyes glisten
To the rows and the ructions of Flannigan's ball.

[Chorus:]
Six long months I spent in quincy,
Six long months doing nothing at all,
Six long months I spent in quincy
Learning to dance for Flannigan's ball
I stepped out and I stepped in again,
I stepped out and I stepped in again,
I stepped out and I stepped in again
Learning to dance for Flannigan's ball.

Free beer on tap and wine for the ladies,
Ziti and sauce for mark porzio
There were faheys and bradys,
Mcauliffes and daleys courtin the girls and dancing away.

Brian tully sang out in his finest form,
The patron's responded and I lead em all
I'd spent 6 months at Forbes Academy
Learning to dance for Flannigan's ball

[Chorus]

The boys were hammered the girls were hearty
Dancing around in couples and groups
An accident happened you Dennis Flemming
Put his right leg through miss Finneran's hoops

This gal she fainted and cried bloody murder,
Called for her sons and gathered them all,
Christopher swore he'd go no further
Till he had revenge at Flannigan's ball

[Chorus]

In the midst of the melee
Miss Collins fainted her cheeks by now were as red as a rose
Some of the boys declared she was plastered
Had a small drop to much I suppose

Young Scotty Jenkins so big and able
Saw his fair colleen stretched by the wall
Tore the left leg from under the table
And smashed all the dishes at Flannigan's ball

Boy oh boy now this was a rumble myself
Took a lick from mean Ricky Green
But I soon replied to that fine introduction
And gave him a terrible kick in the spleen

Talent the piper nearly got strangled,
They squeezed on his bellows, chanters and all,
The girls in the middle nearly got trampled
And that put an end to Flannigan's ball

yey for subways with wifi

have a nice day.

bad dream

last night I had this dream:

I'm sitting with someone whom I love very much.

my arms are around her.

we are watching a movie, I dont remember what the movie was, just that the tv was on and that's what we were focusing on.

the movie ends, I turn to her.

she looks into my eyes, smiles.

i smile back.

and in with a violent kick, I wake up.

i'm at my computer, everything is dark.

the only light coming from the screen of my computer.

I look up at the screen and a video is playing of an old memory of the two of us.

"she's not here anymore" I think to myself.

then I wake out of the dream.

I still feel kinda shaken up.

be safe.

really.

have a nice day.

eggs

my mind is all over the place today.

well I think it usually is like that.

but today I was thinking about it, and thought.

hmm kinda like scrambled eggs.

it starts out as a whole egg, but then all over the pan.

than back again.

o shoot odu.

but my brain hasnt come back together yet, it's still being swooshed around.

...

in normal news

Warpaint's new album was released last month "The Fool"

it's a good listen though not as refreshing as their first release "Exquisite Corpse"

but anyway this is my favorite song on the album, : "Baby"

Don't you call anybody else baby 'cause I'm your baby still.
It took a long time to make it, but I never changed my mind.
I never tried to fake it, never drew a line.

Don't you call anybody else baby 'cause I'm your baby still.
Took a long time to make it, but I never changed my mind.

You speak your fears, thinking in circles and checking what mirrors don't see.
You live your life like a page from the book of my fantasy.
I write of you.

You speak your fear, thinking in circles and checking what mirrors don't see.
You live your life like a page from the book of my fantasy.

Don't you call anybody else baby.

have a nice day

some thoughts

having a person in your life is an interesting thing.

you feel happy and safe, but at the same time you worry and feel sad when they are away.

you try to follow what you think is right, but it turns out most of the time you're just thinking about yourself.

then sometimes the other feels hurt, you dont understand why.

but then it hits you.

me.

it seems easy to care and love some one.

until you really try to.

then you notice how much of your life is centered around you.

how, when you really think about it.

im just trying to please me, is the reality.

but you still have that person to come back to.

which makes it kinda nice.

really nice.

but i think its a good thing.

to try and put another before yourself.

cause when she's happy I feel happy.

and im pretty sure thats a good thing.

well have some nice dreams, or lunch, or whatever it is you were up to when you read this.

I dont know why, but this song was playing in my head today.

have a nice day

me tired

I was in korea for a month and came back on nov 7.

my sleep pattern hasn't normalized since.

.....buuuuurghft

the last 2 nights i only got 3-4 hrs of sleep.

hmmm, I want to goto sleep right now but im afraid that i'll wake up at 11pm or something and wont be able to go back to sleep.

haha, my dad was just trying to explain the expression "when hell freezes over" to my mom.

mom: what? hell freeze?

dad: hell. its hot... so... when it freezes...

mom: ...

dad: its just a way of saying that something will probably never happen, like "when pigs fly"

mom: pigs? ... fly? ... ...

dad: ...

mom: ..?

dad: im gonna go return those movies we rented.

end.

this has been a true story from the ever exciting and adventurous life of me.

have a nice day

laggg

hmm,

I went to sleep at 6am and woke up at 6pm.....

hmm

i dont think i've ever slept that long.

and i dont really feel refreshed.

but anyway, I just did a quick doodle

hmm.

i need a job :(

or free money, that would be nice

have a nice day

hey its been awhile

hmm, I was thinking today.

this blog really has no point.

no real reason to be.

but thats ok, i made this blog for me.

anyway,

hmm.

maybe i'll just post a song that I like,

yeah that sounds good.

The Arcade Fire - In The Backseat

I like the peace
in the backseat,
I don't have to drive,
I don't have to speak,
I can watch the country side,
and I can fall asleep.

My family tree's
losing all its leaves,
crashing towards the driver's seat,
the lightning bolt made enough heat
to melt the street beneath your feet.

Alice died
in the night,
I've been learning to drive.
My whole life,
I've been learning.

I like the peace
in the backseat,
I don't have to drive,
I don't have to speak,
I can watch the country side

Alice died
in the night,
I've been learning to drive.
My whole life,
I've been learn----Oh....

I really want to try and play this song live.

well I guess its kinda a sad song.

about a child who just wants to be a kid, not to worry about the would and just enjoy life.

but things dont go easy for the child, the mother dies and the child is left to learn about life on her own.

but its has so much power and emotion. the strings crying in the background, and singer's voice.

everything about this song, just fits.

well

have a nice week.