burn me away

postcard

I thought this wold make a neat postcard, or something similar

.....

well I decided to delete the last post, I really didnt like it.

so here's a neat video instead.

"the winter stalker" - Stephen Reedy & Alex Pardee

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I made 2 new songs the past few days, you can listen to them on the Music tab to the left <--.

"i forgot, again," is a bass instrumental. "credits roll" is my second attempt to record a song with vocals. If you enjoy listening to my monotone/off tune voice, give it a try!

"credits roll" - marten hernandez

tears fall, from the eyes I once found

sleep, sleep now

the end is over

credits roll, melt down

fade away, only to be found

here

dont stare, i've been here for years

you dont care, no

dont stare, i've been here for years

you dont care, carry me

anymore

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I was gonna a draw something, but I think I'll take a nap first, sundays always make me feel really sleepy.

waiting...

I drew this while waiting for my computer to update.

Dear Darkness by PJ Harvey

Dear darkness
Dear darkness
Won't you cover, cover
Me again?

Dear darkness
Dear
I've been your friend
For many years

Won't you do this for me?
Dearest darkness
And cover me from the sun

And the words tightening
The words are tightening
Around my throat

And, and...

Around the throat of the one I love
Tightening, tightening, tightening
Around the throat of the one I love
Tightening, tightening, tightening

Dear darkness
Dear darkness
Now it's your time to look after us
'Cause we kept you clothed
We kept in business
When everyone else was having good luck

So now it's your time
Time to pay
To pay me and the one I love
With the worldly goods you've stashed away
With all the things you
Took from us

i had a good title for this post...

sometime I worry that my brain might fall out of my head, squash and splash around on the floor then run away and never return.
well, thats what I was thinking while I was drawing that.
right now if I close my eyes it feels as though Im spinning, like on that spinning thing they used to have in playgrounds, it was a round disk with handle bars, and you would either stand on it and be spun around or spin you self then jump on...
anyway....maybe they still have them.... havnt been to a playground in while...
maybe im getting sick, or maybe its the banana, orange, mocha shake I just drank.
hmm... anyway.
have a nice day.

bedtime story

the following is a skype conversation:

[8:41:30 PM] Morrow Willis: yo marten
[8:41:41 PM] Marten Hernandez: hey
[8:41:59 PM] Morrow Willis: im sitting in a 3 and a half hour night class
[8:42:03 PM] Morrow Willis: its not even an hour in
[8:42:08 PM] Morrow Willis: and im bored out of my mind
[8:42:14 PM] Marten Hernandez: lol, good luck
[8:42:33 PM] Morrow Willis: i think the teacher is gonna go on for a nother 15 min before we break into groups
[8:42:45 PM] Morrow Willis: and i wanted to see what the skinny was in dallas
[8:42:51 PM] Morrow Willis: whats new?
[8:43:11 PM] Marten Hernandez: hmm.. not a whole lot.
[8:43:22 PM] Marten Hernandez: ... my sisters rabbits died a few days ago
[8:43:36 PM] Morrow Willis: naturally?
[8:43:51 PM] Marten Hernandez: no something attacked them during the night, where not sure what though
[8:44:08 PM] Morrow Willis: yeah you should make up the gruesome details
[8:44:15 PM] Morrow Willis: somethin crazy
[8:44:54 PM] Marten Hernandez: um well one of the was just stiff, I guess it died from fright. I went to pick up the second one, and its head fell off
[8:45:06 PM] Morrow Willis: nice!
[8:45:09 PM] Marten Hernandez: lol[
8:45:14 PM] Morrow Willis: heres the story
[8:45:21 PM] Morrow Willis: what were the rabbits names?
[8:45:44 PM] Marten Hernandez: lol, im not really sure. maybe coco and vanilla
[8:45:59 PM] Morrow Willis: so it was a love-suicide pact
[8:46:09 PM] Morrow Willis: coco and vanilla were from two different rabbit tribes
[8:46:19 PM] Morrow Willis: warring rabbit tribes
[8:46:29 PM] Morrow Willis: and they were forbidden from being with each other
[8:46:58 PM] Marten Hernandez: .suspense builds.
[8:47:10 PM] Morrow Willis: hmmm.....
[8:47:13 PM] Morrow Willis: writers block
[8:47:20 PM] Morrow Willis: whats the conflict once they get to your house
[8:48:23 PM] Morrow Willis: i was thinking they escaped to the land of hernandez to be with each other
8:48:43 PM] Morrow Willis: but the house of coco employed the evil hime to watch over them and prevent them from consummating their love
[8:48:56 PM] Morrow Willis: valiant coco braved the odds
[8:49:16 PM] Morrow Willis: and inflicted black magic on hime forcing the dog into violent bouts of epilepsy at random times
[8:49:24 PM] Morrow Willis: and in those times, coco and vanilla could be with each other[8:49:30 PM] Morrow Willis: but to no avail
[8:50:10 PM] Morrow Willis: their time together was a tortuous one
[8:50:49 PM] Morrow Willis: they knew that their life together in the next life would be more splendid and glorious than this one
[8:50:56 PM] Morrow Willis: so they committed suicide with each other
[8:51:25 PM] Marten Hernandez: wow, I was thinking more of a romeo and juliet thing, but that works
[8:51:26 PM] Morrow Willis: or vanilla cheated on coco with the turtle
[8:51:30 PM] Marten Hernandez: lol
[8:51:41 PM] Morrow Willis: and chopped vanilla's head off
[8:51:46 PM] Marten Hernandez: lol
[8:52:04 PM] Morrow Willis: or you could go a total opposite route
[8:52:25 PM] Morrow Willis: coco and vanilla were working on a top secret rabbit mission to infiltrate the hernandez house
[8:52:28 PM] Marten Hernandez: or vanilla caught turtle aids, while coco took too many sleeping piles that night
[8:52:39 PM] Morrow Willis: oooh turtle aids
[8:52:40 PM] Morrow Willis: i like it
[8:53:14 PM] Morrow Willis: the spy route would be that coco realized that vanilla was a double agent working for raquel
[8:53:38 PM] Morrow Willis: coco slices vanilla's head off, but not before vanilla sneaks a roofy into cocos drink that kills hiim later
[8:53:42 PM] Morrow Willis: anyway
[8:53:55 PM] Morrow Willis: this is what being bored and stuck in a 3+ hour night class does



...well i thought it was funny...

the wold

These are pictures of an actual 100trillion dollar bill I bought off ebay. I thought its was cool at first, but then I read into Zimbabwe to find out why they have such highly marked bills. It sucks. Their inflation rate is so high that their money is in the billions and trillions.(basicly the moment this bill was issued it began losing value) This bill is probaly worth nothing now, I bought it for 2.00.
It's interesting, living in america. We dont really feel the situation/affect of the world around us. We have world news, but its like ... "those things are just stories to pass the time." ..well maybe it's just me.... anyway I lost my train of thought, so im gonna go to sleep now.
good night.

work....

only a week more of overworking then.... school :(
this song is from my favorite famale fronted band: The Cardigans.




This is where your sanity gives in
And love begins.
Never lose your grip,
Don't trip, don't fall,
You'll lose it all.
The sweetest way to die.

It lies deep inside;
You can not hide,
It's the meanest fire.

Oh, it's a strange desire,
You can not lie
That's a needless fight.

This is where your sanity gives in
And love begins.
Never lose your grip,
Don't trip, don't fall,
You'll lose it all.
The sweetest way to die.

When your blood runs dry
You're paralyzed.
It will eat your mind.
Did you hold it back?
It comes to you in slow attacks;
It's the meanest fire.

This where your sanity gives in
And love begins;
Never lose your grip,
Don't trip, don't fall
You'll lose it all.

This is where your sanity gives in
And love begins
Never lose your grip,
Don't trip, don't fall.
You'll lose it all.

This is where your sanity gives in
And love begins
Never lose your grip,
Don't trip, don't fall
You'll lose it all;
The sweetest way to die.


Paralyzed - The Cardigans

good bye facebook.

In case anyone was wondering, I deactivated my facebook account.
I got a message yesterday saying I was a jerk for not adding someone as their "friend"..... wtf?????
really??? ???? ??? and I've had other people who felt offended because I didnt add them. isnt that why they have the option of choosing to add people, so you can choose who to add and who not to??..... grow up... really.
so to make everyone happy, I added most of the 27 people on my waiting list and shutdown my account.
:) cheers :)

(i use skype for those who wanna chat:   marten.hernandez
and email is japaxs@yahoo.com for those who need to get in contact with me)

in other news....
I found out why its cool to smoke. (not that I smoke and will probably never ever smoke.)
So I was at work, thinking. (the thinking process)  "Hmmm..... if I ever smoked and some one was to ask me why I started smoking what would I say. The only thing I could think of was, my friends smoke so I started or my family/parents smoke (they dont smoke, this is all what if stuff). Cause I couldn't say things like: It tastes good, smells good, makes me live longer, its a cost efficient hobby.... So I thought hmm...... how did the whole smoking thing start?? then I figured it out. Its really simple once you think about it. What happens when someone smoke a cig? You inhale (stuff) and exhale SMOKE. hmm... what else exhales smoke??
then epiphany!!!! Dragons!! Dragons exhale smoke. Thats why smoking is cool, because you feel like a dragon. And nobody messes with dragons, they breathe fire. You piss one off they'll go and destroy your whole tride/clan/city/town/local population. Also there is something else although not as cool as dragons that has the same exhale smoke thing. Volcanoes!
So in conclusion: people smoke because: its makes them feel powerful.(like dragons and volcanoes) ...and they keep smoking because they get addicted to nicotine.






LAUNCELOT:
We have the Holy Hand Grenade.
ARTHUR:
Yes, of course! The Holy Hand Grenade of Antioch! 'Tis one of the sacred relics Brother Maynard carries with him! Brother Maynard! Bring up the Holy Hand Grenade!
MONKS: [chanting]
Pie Iesu domine, dona eis requiem. Pie Iesu domine, dona eis requiem. Pie Iesu domine, dona eis requiem. Pie Iesu domine, dona eis requiem.
ARTHUR:
How does it, um-- how does it work?
LAUNCELOT:
I know not, my liege.
ARTHUR:
Consult the Book of Armaments!
BROTHER MAYNARD:
Armaments, chapter two, verses nine to twenty-one.
SECOND BROTHER:
And Saint Attila raised the hand grenade up on high, saying, 'O Lord, bless this Thy hand grenade that, with it, Thou mayest blow Thine enemies to tiny bits in Thy mercy.' And the Lord did grin, and the people did feast upon the lambs and sloths and carp and anchovies and orangutans and breakfast cereals and fruit bats and large chu--
MAYNARD:
Skip a bit, Brother.
SECOND BROTHER:
And the Lord spake, saying, 'First shalt thou take out the Holy Pin. Then, shalt thou count to three. No more. No less. Three shalt be the number thou shalt count, and the number of the counting shall be three. Four shalt thou not count, nor either count thou two, excepting that thou then proceed to three. Five is right out. Once the number three, being the third number, be reached, then, lobbest thou thy Holy Hand Grenade of Antioch towards thy foe, who, being naughty in My sight, shall snuff it.'
MAYNARD:
Amen.
KNIGHTS:
Amen.
ARTHUR:
Right! One!... Two!... Five!
GALAHAD:
Three, sir!
ARTHUR:
Three!
[angels sing]
[boom]
(thanks be to: sameye407 for typing the script)

6pc

I was in a macdonalds today and saw an ad for 50 chicken nuggets for $10. I thought to my self, "dang... thats a good deal, probably very unhealthy, but 100 chicken nuggets for $20! thats amazing."
i would have ordered it, but I had already placed my order :(
.... that could last me a whole ....
..well at least 3 days.


6pc

quote from : "Cradle of Filth - In Grandeur and Frankincense Devilment Stirs"