Here's to Special Treatment - a review, kinda

Wow, im getting chills listening to this album.
Conon Oberst (Bright Eyes) was 14 when he recorded this album, it's pretty powerful stuff.
If only child singers today had this much passion.
I'm afraid for the music of the future... :(

Judith - A perfect circle

You're such an inspiration
For the ways that I will
Never, ever choose to be
Oh so many ways for me to show you
How your savior has abandoned you

Fuck your God, your Lord, your Christ
He did this, took all you had and
Left you this way, still you pray, never stray, never
Taste of the fruit, never thought to question "Why?"

It's not like you killed someone
It's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side
Praise the one who left you broken down and paralyzed

He did it all for you...
He did it all for you...

Oh so many ways for me to show you
How your dogma has abandoned you

Pray to your Christ, to your God
Never taste of the fruit, never stray, never break, never
Choke on a lie even though he's the one who
Did this to you, you never thought to question "Why?"

It's not like you killed someone
It's not like you drove a spiteful spear into his side
Talk to Jesus Christ as if he knows the reasons why

He did it all for you...
He did it all for you...
He did it all for you

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I think this is a really beautiful song.

Personally I think music should tell a story or convey an emotion, if not then all it is, is noise.

I feel the base emotion of this song is anger, or resentment.

Feeling lost in the beliefs that you were taught growing up.

Feeling with your God. "Father oh father, why have you forsaken me."

It hurts.

And in this song the pain is conveyed through frustration, anger and resentment.

But I also think the questions it brings up are good to ask:

Why did Judas abandon Jesus, and if that was what was ment to be, why did Judas hang himself?

"It's not like you killed someone, It's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side...

He did it all for you."

Why Judas are you filled with grief, if this is what was supposed to happen?

well i might finish this later, it's getting late.

incase i dont finish,

have a nice day.

Popular Culture - The Great Bowel Movement #1

Im adding a new thing to post about, it will mainly focus on how ridculous I think the world is.
And how humans, being the dumb apes we are, love to do dumb things, wear dumb things, say dumb thing etc.

enjoy.
-
marten the author of the blog.

post 1

"Yo Gabba Gabba" - Introducing rampant dirty sex to toddlers.

In clase you are like me and would usually never hear about such a strange sounding.... whatever it is.
Yo Gabba Gabba, is apparently a cartoon series targeted towards little people, not midgets but the little people with little brains.
Toddlers

Here is a picture of the gang.

maybe I just have more of a wild imagination, but does the big, red, tubish, guy kinda look like a penis??? a hard penis????

but not just a normal hard penis, but a hard penis covered in lumps?
in a real world setting, lumps on a penis usually means someone has contracted a case of genital herbes or some other sexually transmitted disease.

which is usually the result of having unprotected sex or just lots of it with lots of disease ridden people. And by the looks of giant penis there, it looks like he's been around the block, probably too many times for anyones good.

sure maybe he is just an erect penis shaped monster covered in bumps.

but even just typing that make me feel like im trying to explain sex to a baby.

you wouldn't just show a penis to a baby, but something that looks alot like one.

once again maybe not, but then look at the pink person (thing).

Triangular shaped, a flower, pink.... wait is she a vagina?
vagina, that's the first thing that popped into my head.

and what is between them, a black man.

with 3 nostrils....

okay.... hmm...

So far:

We have a penis
vagina

and black man.

and a bunch of retarded looking animals waving their hands in terror and seeming to lack basic motor functions to move in a way that looked remotely normal.

well my brain is beginning to hurt just writing about this stuff.

blaaaa. i feel like throwing up.

well until next time.

have a nice day.

long time

hey long time no see.
Ilike stopped working so now I have SOUNDCLOUD.
which seems to work pretty well I might move the sound bar from the top to the bottom though.

well hope the empty world of the internet is doing well.

have a nice day.

soider

soider???
that should say spider.
...

made candy bacon the other day.

....

have a nice day

well, its been awhile

hey, people who read this blog.
or just stumble upon it by chance.

its been awhile.
a few months or so.

but i'm doing good.

life is interesting, and busy, and new.

but, mainly I just wanted to say hi.

Hi.

-
have a nice day.

vroom

attn whuores

....
post deleted, i need some where to vent.

venting done

and remember,
have a nice day.

weight of a heart

hmm.
I felt like drawing something.
"love can be a heavy thing, even for a monster."

something like that.

well
have a nice day

side effects

I feel lost.
Is this a side effect of love.
to miss someone to the point of not really wanting to do anything,
cause everything seems pointless without that person.
,
sorry naomi.
I wish I was stronger.
I wish I could handle these things like a man.
and just be like "oh its okay, we'll see each other soon."
& "im a man, I dont get lonely, go and do what you need to do, and I'll be here waiting for you and supporting you."
- some one who's not me

but maybe that's the way I should be thinking.

but....
god, I miss you so much.


if you can, do something nice for your partner, for all the couples far apart.
actually never mind.
just do something nice, cause they deserve something nice.


have a nice day.

sanday

sunday.

sleepy.

i'm tired.

work tomorrow, then a few days during the week.

i feel good that im able to start paying off my loans.

but i feel so tired after working long hours.

I sleep, but still feel tired afterwards.

i dont get how people work 40+ hr weeks.

major props to yall.

you have my respect.

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hmm i've been in a NOFX faze for a few weeks now.

NOFX - Linoleum

Possessions never meant anything to me
I'm not crazy
Well that's not true, I've got a bed, and a guitar
And a dog named bob who pisses on my floor
That's right, I've got a floor
So what, so what, so what?
I've got pockets full of Kleenex and lint and holes
Where everything important to me
Just seems to fall right down my leg
And onto the floor
My closest friend, linoleum
Linoleum
Supports my head, gives me something to believe
That's me on the beachside combing the sand
Metal meter in my hand
Sporting a pocket full of change
That's me on the street with a violin under my chin
Playing with a grin, singing gibberish
That's me on the back of the bus
That's me in the cell
That's me inside your head
That's me inside your head
That's me inside your head

have a nice day

the accountant king pin

i had this really weird dream last night.

I almost felt as though I was going crazy.

cause, it wasnt a dream.

but it was just like a dream.

well lets see.

basically I slept zero hours last night.

but the whole time this dream/thought was playing through my head.

I thought maybe this is what real insomnia is like.

your brain running 1000 miles an hour, preventing you from sleeping.

so the story;

i go into a italian restaurant, looking to use the bathroom.

i find the bathroom but as i enter the room, a man is being shot up out side.

bang bang.

I encounter the shooter and he pays me off to "keep quiet"

some time after i am introduced to the don of the family, and am made the head accountant.

---- this is the beginning of a never ending dream/ really annoying stream of thoughts that dosnt let me sleep.

so I become the accountant, and Im really good at what I do.

all the numbers are in check and everything is running smoothly.

so smoothly that I start my own personal side job.

lending money with high interest, taking on personal accounts of other people, organizing small crimes.

like trying to sleep while taking a math test, number, number, number, number,

incoming cash, borrowed cash, expenses, more numbers.

I couldnt sleep.

so I thought i could try and thinking about quitting.

so I thought, quit,quit,quit, this isnt real, stop thinking about it. ( i even got up today hoping to see $$$$ in my bank account, but :( nope)

another time I tried killing off all of the connections and employers I had.

but I just got new ones.

the thoughts would stop when I opened my eyes.

i layed awake watching a blue led glow from my sleeping computer.

mocking me.

"im sleeping peacefully, and you're not"

dell why are you so evil.

i tried thinking about my girl.

which worked for a little, then she started becoming my work partner.

which in turn made it even harder to leave.

i got up, and my eyes felt super heavy.

it hurt to look around,

went to the bathroom.

pulled my blanket on the floor,

and went to sleep.

which still took sometime to fall asleep, but eventually it happened

yey, sleep.

at last.

have a nice day

monday. again

well its monday, back to monday.

hmm,

watched a movie about a guy who is in a break up, then becomes an insomniac.

interesting.

I can see how that is a likely outcome.

all your happiness is suddenly gone, the one thing in the world that you care about more than anything is gone.

yeah, it would be easy to not be able to sleep.

but it's funny.

today's society seems to be all about this.

the idea of staying with some one seems to be a fleet idea, that we only remember hearing about or seeing in old tv programs.

maybe that's why everything is so messed up.

cause we're messed up.

.....

hmm its been awhile since ive drawn anything,

I never try to do portraits, cause they're way above my level.

but i thought i'd give it shot.

not the best, but it's something i guess.

well

have a nice day

wha??

i feel. hmm

kinda lost.

im tired but dont want to sleep.

what's the point?

wake up and do the same thing I did today? and the day before.

... trying to decide whether to sleep or watch Dexter.

well I guess i'll figure something out, im also kinda hungry.

so mabye tv and a late night snack would be good.

...

sorry sleep, I'll see you in another hour or so.

:)
have a nice day

miss ya

i've never understood the concept of missing someone.

people would say "oh, I miss _____ so much" or they would ask do you miss your siblings?

i would usually say yes, to make it seem like i did.

I figured if I say no, that wouldn't be so nice.

but I never felt that feeling.

but now I do, and it hurts.

I was heading out of the house today, and was looking for some socks to put on.

not any socks but the socks she gave me.

but i couldnt find them, I went into a panic.

no!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! where are my socks!!!!!!!!!!

I felt like my whole world was ending.

I couldn't think straight, I felt panic, fear, sorrow, frustration.

...(some time passed)

then I found them.

it's weird.

this feeling.

the closer you get the hard it is to part.

at least that's what it seems like.

anyway,

I miss you alot.

have a nice day.