the accountant king pin

i had this really weird dream last night.

I almost felt as though I was going crazy.

cause, it wasnt a dream.

but it was just like a dream.

well lets see.

basically I slept zero hours last night.

but the whole time this dream/thought was playing through my head.

I thought maybe this is what real insomnia is like.

your brain running 1000 miles an hour, preventing you from sleeping.

so the story;

i go into a italian restaurant, looking to use the bathroom.

i find the bathroom but as i enter the room, a man is being shot up out side.

bang bang.

I encounter the shooter and he pays me off to "keep quiet"

some time after i am introduced to the don of the family, and am made the head accountant.

---- this is the beginning of a never ending dream/ really annoying stream of thoughts that dosnt let me sleep.

so I become the accountant, and Im really good at what I do.

all the numbers are in check and everything is running smoothly.

so smoothly that I start my own personal side job.

lending money with high interest, taking on personal accounts of other people, organizing small crimes.

like trying to sleep while taking a math test, number, number, number, number,

incoming cash, borrowed cash, expenses, more numbers.

I couldnt sleep.

so I thought i could try and thinking about quitting.

so I thought, quit,quit,quit, this isnt real, stop thinking about it. ( i even got up today hoping to see $$$$ in my bank account, but :( nope)

another time I tried killing off all of the connections and employers I had.

but I just got new ones.

the thoughts would stop when I opened my eyes.

i layed awake watching a blue led glow from my sleeping computer.

mocking me.

"im sleeping peacefully, and you're not"

dell why are you so evil.

i tried thinking about my girl.

which worked for a little, then she started becoming my work partner.

which in turn made it even harder to leave.

i got up, and my eyes felt super heavy.

it hurt to look around,

went to the bathroom.

pulled my blanket on the floor,

and went to sleep.

which still took sometime to fall asleep, but eventually it happened

yey, sleep.

at last.

have a nice day