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This past weekend, it's been under/around 30'F .
Which for Texas, is really cold.
Alot of roads were frozen, so a bunch of stuff closed down.
Long story short, didn't have work or church.

But I also didn't do much of anything.
hmmm.

Well that's not true. I guess it just feels like a long weekend.
so everything is mushed together.

I finished all my finals, and did alot of work at home.

But other things.
I wanted to make some music, and clean my room.
But instead I chose to veg out. and do nothing.

I leveled up my character in BL2! woot
but idk.

Time is a funny thing.
When you have you waste it, when you don't have it you use it.

hummmm.....


well work tomorrow.
But I got a new job, so  that should be fun.

I guess I was also thinking about my past post.
"choices"

we choose (for the most part) whether or not we are happy or content.

I could have chosen to play music and clean my room, which I know would have made me feel happy.
But instead I chose to play video games and watch Who's Line is it Anyway. Which while fun at the moment, is not as lasting as the other stuff.
But I chose that.
Why?
Cause it was easier.
Cause it was instant.

Instead of choosing lasting happiness I chose instant short term happiness.

But we do this all the time. (as people)
Instead of going on a walk. we sit in side and watch TV
Instead of spending quality time with our loved ones, we rot our brains with netflix.
Instead of trying to understand the world, we look to local hot topics.

choices.

Even when we know the right choice.
It's alot easier to choose the other.

Well I was going to put some music up. If I can think of something in the next feel seconds then I will .

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.found one.
I find this band interesting. I feel like this song matches their style very well. But I can't say the same for the rest of their music. The music is like a massive wave crashing into a cliff, powerful and beautiful. But the vocals/lyrics are mellow and nonchalant, causing me to feel a mix of strange emotion. Am I supposed to be blown away by the music or just sit causally while the song passes me by?
Anyway, just my opinion.
Give it a listen.

choices

as I write this I think to my self.
"hmm.... what should I be doing right now.
I just finished eating dinner. hmm....
Stuff I need/should/want to do;
Finish homework.
clean downstairs, and put kitchen table back in eating room.
Clean room.
Wash dish.
Watch some Walking Dead.
Listen to music.
Play guitar.
Play Borderlands 2
Respond to emails/FB messages
Look for christmas gifts.
Work on camp grounds safety protocol
Contact camp site director about mentioned protocol
Nap.
clean desk.
Put stuff on Ebay to sell.
do nothing."

hm... I think I will wash dish, and attempt to clean room, while listening to music.
Win win win.

Anyway, better get to it.

I had something interesting to say.
 I thought of it as I was driving home.
Now I cant remember what it was.


well this is a song I like.

give it a listen.:


Passenger - Staring at the Stars
tobacco stains our yellow teeth
and all our fingers and underneath
our fingernails that clasp on sheets
and we try desperately to sleep
hearts are sad and eyes are tired
and all this red bull keeps us wired
it gives us wings
it gives us rings around our eyes

we put three sugars in our tea
sit to watch day time t.v
and laugh at mums who don't know who the father is
and all our girlfriends are long gone
we watch too much internet porn
who needs love when you've got silicone and strap ons

and beer bloats our spoilt guts
and shit jobs keep us in ruts
and keep us eyeing up the what's and if's and buts and maybe's and
falling over in the street
is just a part of every week
and we lie drunkenly just staring at the stars

remember when they were in reach
and all the teachers used to teach
you can do anything if you put your mind to it
we put our minds to it all
but disappointment crashed the ball
we could've done anything
we just never quite knew it

so tie your scarf on tight
its to be a cold night
tie your scarf on tight
its to be a cold night
tie your scarf on tight
its to be a cold night
tie your scarf on tight
its to be a cold night

oh oh so tie your scarf on tight
its to be a cold night
tie your scarf on tight
its to be a cold night
tie your scarf on tight
its to be a cold night
tie your scarf on tight
its to be a cold night