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This past weekend, it's been under/around 30'F .
Which for Texas, is really cold.
Alot of roads were frozen, so a bunch of stuff closed down.
Long story short, didn't have work or church.

But I also didn't do much of anything.
hmmm.

Well that's not true. I guess it just feels like a long weekend.
so everything is mushed together.

I finished all my finals, and did alot of work at home.

But other things.
I wanted to make some music, and clean my room.
But instead I chose to veg out. and do nothing.

I leveled up my character in BL2! woot
but idk.

Time is a funny thing.
When you have you waste it, when you don't have it you use it.

hummmm.....


well work tomorrow.
But I got a new job, so  that should be fun.

I guess I was also thinking about my past post.
"choices"

we choose (for the most part) whether or not we are happy or content.

I could have chosen to play music and clean my room, which I know would have made me feel happy.
But instead I chose to play video games and watch Who's Line is it Anyway. Which while fun at the moment, is not as lasting as the other stuff.
But I chose that.
Why?
Cause it was easier.
Cause it was instant.

Instead of choosing lasting happiness I chose instant short term happiness.

But we do this all the time. (as people)
Instead of going on a walk. we sit in side and watch TV
Instead of spending quality time with our loved ones, we rot our brains with netflix.
Instead of trying to understand the world, we look to local hot topics.

choices.

Even when we know the right choice.
It's alot easier to choose the other.

Well I was going to put some music up. If I can think of something in the next feel seconds then I will .

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.found one.
I find this band interesting. I feel like this song matches their style very well. But I can't say the same for the rest of their music. The music is like a massive wave crashing into a cliff, powerful and beautiful. But the vocals/lyrics are mellow and nonchalant, causing me to feel a mix of strange emotion. Am I supposed to be blown away by the music or just sit causally while the song passes me by?
Anyway, just my opinion.
Give it a listen.