strangeland

I have a hard time understanding alot of things.
people in particular.
i find it interesting how for every action someone takes, it seems like it is expected that someone else responds in some form of action.
ie: some says something funny. instead of thinking about what was said, there seems to be an unwritten rule that whether or not you understood the joke, you must either, let out some sort of chuckle or respond with a joke in return, or maybe just scoff (cause you're the master of jokes)

 if we all want happiness, why is it such an up and down thing?
why can some people be happy, while the person sitting next to them is suffering?
if all people wanted happiness it seems to make sense that it would be something felt throughout the world.
but doesnt seem like it.

i sometimes feel like I live in my own head. i listen to the thoughts of my own and pushout or ignore advice from others.

time for some random/free association writing.
why do teeth, teeth. is there a teeth doctor that can stop my teething teeth.
it's okay though, cause they dont teeth anymore, the donkey next door removed them for me.
"dont try to tie a hot dog to a donky's penis they always told me, but I never listened.
why should i ?
I JACK THE PUMPKIN KING!
-----im tired, but dont want to see.
I feel like sometimes Iam so worried that I might say the wrong things that I end up not saying anything.
maybe I was destined to be a mime. though my mime skills are pretty poor.
maybe a mute dentist,
"mmhmm hmhmmh hmhmmh" says the mute dentist
"hahaha good one" says the socially insceure young male, who had unknowingly just agreed to teeth removal by donkey for the charity for the blind.

maybe I have a hard time expressing my thoughts, cause I have too many thoughts
like trying to give a speech, while stuffing your face with 20 sheets of nori.
or peanut butter. well you couldnt really compare the two equally. maybe 5 spoons of peanut butter.

i want to help people. but i really dont know how.
i want people to be happy.
i want things to be better.

that thought made me sleepy.
and almost made me sneeze.
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sneeze averted.


well i guess thats all for tonight/tomorning

Bloodhound Gang - Foxtrot Uniform Charlie Kilo

music to veg out to
enjoy



have a nice day