3:19

Can't sleep.
Don't know why.
I might go out side for a bit.
My body feels exhausted, my eyes are heavy, my legs and knees ache.
I want to sleep.
Maybe i will write stuff till i fall asleep.
Hmm seems to be working 
Drowsy 

Yes i think i will step out side for a bit

It's really nice out.
Quite, cool, breezy.
I should try sleeping out here sometime.
But i feel this is having the opposite effect i was looking for.

Hmmm i feel more awake now.
I think i will stop writing now.

Sleep tight.

Old but not that old

I think that's from a song or something.
Any way.
I started eating cereal/granola out of a glass mason jar.

I've been using the traditional zip lock bag for the past 23 years. The idea hit me while driving to work last week. 
"hmmm....  It is very difficult to eat cereal out of a zip lock bag. If only i had a jar or something. "
Thus the birth of cereal jar.

Maybe this will catch on.
I will be a trend setter. 
Maybe even get a sponsor.
The world is my toaster.

Having a nice day.

And I were a little bit of time to get the best of luck.

Class starts soon.
Trying to post from phone.
Auto correct giving hard time.

10mins to go

I wish watching people wasn't considered creepy.
I enjoy doing that very much.

Maybe i need to invest in a good pair of sunglass attachments. Very darkly tinted sunglass attachments.

I find it interesting to watch the way people do things. Or the choices they make. Or watching them do something and trying to figure out why they did it that way.

5mins to class.

Guess i better get going.

Have a nice day.

Time. Time. Time. Time.

Slowly the earth below me sinks and crumbles.
My inevitable decent.
Anxiety crushes my soul.
"it's only a matter of time ".
Time. Time. Time. Time.

-poem of a large man a cardboard box

:o

in school library
sit down.
person next to me starts coughing and wiping/blowing noes.
!flu like symptoms.
first thought, "well as long as they aren't black I should be okay"
turns to look.
....
guess I have ebola
guess I'm racist.

1970 year of linux

in class,
brain fried.
would like to sit on marshmallows and jello.
...
well maybe not. might get sticky.
teacher talking but cannot understand.
i have lost my connection with reality.
//just checked to see if I had spelled reality correctly.
//also sounds like realty (like the act of Realtoring) ( the act of being the person who assists in selling/buying houses.)
//but that word apparently does not exist.


hmm.
uh oh, time to start doing stuff.
see you later.

have a nice day

"turn off head lights, turn on hazards"

I think i am feeling the feelings of sleep deprivation.




cant focus.
very tired.
head wobbly
low appetite.
extreme spaceyness

Have a nice day.