3:40

Awake when i dont want to be.
I don't know why I can't stay asleep
Hmm.
Well don't have much to say.

Hocus focus

In class again. I feel as though my brain has called surrender.
Cannot focus.
Need magic.
Magic focus spell.

There is a bag pack hanging on a tree near the class room window.
I wonder what's inside and who left it there.

Hair is untidy. My blank laptop screens tells my.
Thank-you computer.

My pants itch at my knees. Is that normal? Hmmm not sure.

Shopping list /to do list :
Buy oak fire wood
Call b&b for thanksgiving details and questions. Store availability, food options.
Php project
Sql project
Wt time sheets And quiz
Dm summit project
Prepare for Xmas party
Secret Santa stiff
Possible smaller side Xmas party
Select classes for next semester
Investigate utd classes, scholarships, applications process.

The person came back for the bag pack.

H/mmmm....

Will now stenographer to work
Auto correct messing up my sentences.
Will now try to get back to work.
There we go.

The following sentence withal not be altered from isms original firm, testing auto correct Wynn effusive. So for not bad. Increasing typing speed. Trying to route as day as i can and at how elm this world.

Cobs
Concussion
Conclusion :
Auto correct works pretty well with slow typing. Fast typing not recommended.

Have a nice day

"people making people making people making cities" - Dan Mangan

dream from last night:

setting: Harry Potter Universe, Voldermorts Cave with the poison basin water.
characters: Harry Potter, Albus Dumbledore.
scene:
Harry and Dumbledore are heading into the cave to find a destroy a Horcrux.
They venture through and reach the center of the cave to discover their task.
Dumbledore:"Remember Harry, whatever happens you cannot stop. Even if I beg you to stop, you must not stop!"
Harry: "I promise sir."
The proceed to the basin.
They find the task!!!
The entire cave fills with the tackiest/ugliest ties ever to be seen.
Horror fills Dumbledores eyes, "No!! Anything but that!!!!"
Dumbledore understands the task, he must wear each and every horrendous tie.
Dumbledore:"Harry please stop! no more"
Harry:"Sir, you must. Just one more tie! Don't worry sir! It will all be over soon!"
this continues until Dumbledore is wearing all of the ties in the cave, terrible ugly tacky ties.
Dumbledore leaves the cave with Harry, his head hanging low with shame.

end.


have a nice day

"it's a harder kind of fear"

When I was younger I thought of life as a long track the ending being death.

now I think my view of life in a bit different. 

It is not so much a straight line, but a circle.

A up and down hilly circle.

Everything in life repeats it's self but in different ways. 

Sometimes we are up sometimes down.

The key is to remember that the good never lasts but also the bad never lasts as well.

And trying to make the best of both times. 

It is too much work for anyone person to try and control or change the road ahead.

It's impossible. What is set is set.

Instead we take the bumpy road and try to enjoy the ride.

at least that's what I think. 

currently.

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This band clams me down. I'll post two songs because their style varies greatly. 

have a nice day

Again. Mine eyes have no rest

This past Saturday i woke up at 5am and couldn't go back to sleep.
It's an interesting feeling.
Lack of sleep.
It's like seeing a movie that is happening in real time. It passes by and around you, it's possible to interact with it, but it's easier to not.

It also feels as though there is a large air bubble in the front of my forehead filled with air. I sometimes wonder if it will pop. So far no.

Have a nice day.