digest

This past weekend, it's been under/around 30'F .
Which for Texas, is really cold.
Alot of roads were frozen, so a bunch of stuff closed down.
Long story short, didn't have work or church.

But I also didn't do much of anything.
hmmm.

Well that's not true. I guess it just feels like a long weekend.
so everything is mushed together.

I finished all my finals, and did alot of work at home.

But other things.
I wanted to make some music, and clean my room.
But instead I chose to veg out. and do nothing.

I leveled up my character in BL2! woot
but idk.

Time is a funny thing.
When you have you waste it, when you don't have it you use it.

hummmm.....


well work tomorrow.
But I got a new job, so  that should be fun.

I guess I was also thinking about my past post.
"choices"

we choose (for the most part) whether or not we are happy or content.

I could have chosen to play music and clean my room, which I know would have made me feel happy.
But instead I chose to play video games and watch Who's Line is it Anyway. Which while fun at the moment, is not as lasting as the other stuff.
But I chose that.
Why?
Cause it was easier.
Cause it was instant.

Instead of choosing lasting happiness I chose instant short term happiness.

But we do this all the time. (as people)
Instead of going on a walk. we sit in side and watch TV
Instead of spending quality time with our loved ones, we rot our brains with netflix.
Instead of trying to understand the world, we look to local hot topics.

choices.

Even when we know the right choice.
It's alot easier to choose the other.

Well I was going to put some music up. If I can think of something in the next feel seconds then I will .

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.found one.
I find this band interesting. I feel like this song matches their style very well. But I can't say the same for the rest of their music. The music is like a massive wave crashing into a cliff, powerful and beautiful. But the vocals/lyrics are mellow and nonchalant, causing me to feel a mix of strange emotion. Am I supposed to be blown away by the music or just sit causally while the song passes me by?
Anyway, just my opinion.
Give it a listen.

choices

as I write this I think to my self.
"hmm.... what should I be doing right now.
I just finished eating dinner. hmm....
Stuff I need/should/want to do;
Finish homework.
clean downstairs, and put kitchen table back in eating room.
Clean room.
Wash dish.
Watch some Walking Dead.
Listen to music.
Play guitar.
Play Borderlands 2
Respond to emails/FB messages
Look for christmas gifts.
Work on camp grounds safety protocol
Contact camp site director about mentioned protocol
Nap.
clean desk.
Put stuff on Ebay to sell.
do nothing."

hm... I think I will wash dish, and attempt to clean room, while listening to music.
Win win win.

Anyway, better get to it.

I had something interesting to say.
 I thought of it as I was driving home.
Now I cant remember what it was.


well this is a song I like.

give it a listen.:


Passenger - Staring at the Stars
tobacco stains our yellow teeth
and all our fingers and underneath
our fingernails that clasp on sheets
and we try desperately to sleep
hearts are sad and eyes are tired
and all this red bull keeps us wired
it gives us wings
it gives us rings around our eyes

we put three sugars in our tea
sit to watch day time t.v
and laugh at mums who don't know who the father is
and all our girlfriends are long gone
we watch too much internet porn
who needs love when you've got silicone and strap ons

and beer bloats our spoilt guts
and shit jobs keep us in ruts
and keep us eyeing up the what's and if's and buts and maybe's and
falling over in the street
is just a part of every week
and we lie drunkenly just staring at the stars

remember when they were in reach
and all the teachers used to teach
you can do anything if you put your mind to it
we put our minds to it all
but disappointment crashed the ball
we could've done anything
we just never quite knew it

so tie your scarf on tight
its to be a cold night
tie your scarf on tight
its to be a cold night
tie your scarf on tight
its to be a cold night
tie your scarf on tight
its to be a cold night

oh oh so tie your scarf on tight
its to be a cold night
tie your scarf on tight
its to be a cold night
tie your scarf on tight
its to be a cold night
tie your scarf on tight
its to be a cold night

brain eater

school has been eating my brains this semester.
:(

:(
double sad .
waiting for a program to finish installing so I can do more homework.
hooray!!!
:(
no hooray's
only sadness
and gummy bears.
but mostly sadness.

....
.........
..............


I found a song I like though.
that's something good.




hm....


have a nice day.

do something fun for me .

then post pictures and say "I was doing this fun stuff, while you were doing homework"
no
dont do that
:(((

not something I bring up much. politics

I had this thought.
Why didn't the republican party go all out during the past two elections.
They were fighting against the 1st black candidate for president.
There was no hope of winning at all.
So why didn't they do something crazy like have an asian or mexican candidate instead of a white guy?
At least it would have spiced things up a bit.
I'm not sure when they will get another shot at that.
too bad.
that might have been fun.


any way.


have a nice day

3rd year

Today was my third year anniversary.
woot.
the past two years I accidentally got my wife the exact same anniversary card.
This year I got her a CD, and we are going on a trip.

That should be fun.

She is the best.
I don't usually post stuff like this. So I didn't put it on FB, but I feel here is more comfortable.

If you happen to read this post.
I love you. Really.
And I want to make each day better than the last.

well.
time for sleep.

good night. world.

have a nice day.

a rant about nothing

Haven't posted anything recently .
So I will write whatever comes to mind.

. I don't understand why people like Le Madeline.
 - They always seem dirty
 - Food is over priced
 - Food tastes bad
 - The food portions are way to small.
 - It always seems dirty.
 - I always need to fill up on bread because the meals are so small.
 - The line ordering system makes no sense.

If I was a woman, I would apologize on behalf of woman because of other women like Mily Cyrus.
Like how sometimes a black person will do something really stupid and other black people are like  "hey, I'm am so sorry, not all black people are like that"

You know the question "If you changed genders for a day what would you do?"
Is it just me or does everyone automatically assume the opposite sex you turn into would be someone hot?
What if you turn into a woman, but look exactly like a man, just with breasts, vagina and mood swings.
If that happened to me I would pretend I was really sick and just stay in bead all day, and hope no one every found out. I couldn't wait to me a man again.
Or if you turned into a woman (I am talking from my perspective, thus the man to woman stuff) and it was "that time of month" but you being a man had no Idea what was going on.
So,
first you look like a man but with woman parts.
Fat, ugly, and not even a man anymore.
but now
you are also on your period.
So the bed you had hoped to hide in all day is now turning red with blood.

doesn't sound very fun to me.


hmm.

if think the reason why gluten allergies are so high recently is because of the strong push for wheat products during the 90's .
Remember those food pyramids. Wheat was always the number one thing to eat. And now gluten allergies are like a regular thing, either humans arn't meant to eat that much wheat, or the wheat was infected with something.


I think i have cleared most of my brain.

good night,.


have a nice day

all down hill from here

I 've been listening to the new Queens of the Stone Age album recently. Pretty good stuff.
Maybe check it out?

anyway.

a song
from that album.
which is also the title of the album
Like Clockwork


Everyone it seems
Has somewhere to go
And the faster the world spins
The shorter the lights will glow
And I'm swimming in the light
Chasing down the moon
Deeper in the water
The more I long for you

Most of what you see my dear is purely for show
Because not everything that goes around comes back around you know
Holding on too long is just fear of letting go
Because not everything that goes around comes back around you know
One thing that is clear it's all down hill from here

Love in your hand clevarly disguised
All the promises of stone crumble in the light

Most of what you see my dear
Is worth letting go
Because not everything that goes around comes back around you know
Holding on too long is just
Fear of wanting to show
Because not everything that goes around comes back around you know
Not everything that goes around comes back around you know
One thing that is clear
It's all down hill from here

4 day weekends

4 day weekends would be nice.

or if we built robots to do work for us and some how learned to live in a society rid of money/currency.
that'd be awesome.

unless the robots revolt, and kill off all of mankind.
that'd be bad.


hmm.....
anyway.


some music:






have a nice day.

only if you run

a song for your thursday.

Only if you Run by Julian Plenti:





I've had my frustrations about the pains of daily life 
I've tasted degradation and found the lace and candle light 
But we have the weights, we have the measures of our days and nights 
I've had my frustrations, but now, I've found my place 

And you will make it 
But only if you run 

These lonely dedications I've found, they bring me peace and light 
When three-fold applications of doubt surround my fate, you might say 
We have the weights, we have to wage an assault on what it is 
'Cause harmless medications abound, and you're not sick 

You will make it 
But only if you run 

Surprise 
Surprise 
Surprise 
Surprise 

You will make it 
But only if you run


have a nice day.

something something title

i haven't had a good nights sleep the past 3 days.
feeling very tired.

need to goto work, but don't want to get out of my chair.

hmmm.

sleep sleep
no counting sheep
no crys of heaps and leaps of joy.
only heavy eyes, and slowed mind.
sleep sleep, let's be friends again.

--- a poem of sleep.
-by me.



have a nice day

stuff i've learned from being married pt1

a friend jokingly suggested I write a book about things I've learned being married.
But I think i'll just jot some things done here.


so we begin:
1. Sex is awesome.
2. But don't jump right into it.
3. Salad is not a waste of space in my stomach, but is actually kinda good.
4. Tea's not that bad either.
5. Points on the Good Deed System expire within seconds.
6. Points on the Bad Deed System last forever.
7. If your wife ever says, "I really like/love this." Write that thing/activity down.
8. Eventually try to do those things.
9. The small things you do count.
10. So do the really big things.
11. If your wife ever says "I don't care, do what ever you want." DO NOT DO WHATEVER YOU WANT! It's a trap.
12. She speaks in the realm of emotions and feelings more than words and facts.
13. Yes, you are expected to be able to read her mind.
14. The simplest way, is never her way.
15. But give her space to do it her own way. If she asks for help, help her out; not in a demeaning way, but in a caring manner.

.... to be continued. ...
my mind is blanking out.
I will write more when I'm think of some.

have a nice day.

relationship revelation:

relationship revelation:
When trying to find out what my wife is thinking about.
Don't ask "What are you thinking about?"
But instead, "What are you feeling?"

The conversation:

Wife looking deep in thought.
Me: what are you thinking about?
Wife: Nothing
Me: Oh.... .... ...
Me: ...well. ... What are you feeling?
Wife: I was thinking about all the things I need to do tonight.

I don't know why it worked.
but it did.

I will try this "feeling" method from now on.

over and out.

have a nice day.


oh,
I will post a song.

Ben Howard - Black Flies

thanks sign.

was at the water park yesterday.
chilling in the Lazy River, when I see a sign that says:
"DO NOT SWIM IN THE LAZY RIVER IF YOU HAVE DIARRHEA"
thanks sign.
All I could think about after that, was that I was swimming in diarrhea.
So I didn't go back into the water.
and left the park 4 hours later.
yip

have a nice day.

exciting

got a new tape dispenser at work.
all of my co-workers were trying it out.
the old one worked better.

end.

yup.
that's my life, pretty dang exciting.


a song for your Wednesday:







have a nice day


p.s.


Oh, almost forgot.
found something neat, maybe a little old, but...
well I thought it was neat.
do this:

youtube.com
search: "do the harlem shake"

wait for a couple seconds

....
well maybe it's not that cool

end 2.

two of us

drew something with my awesome wife:





























I started, she finished and colored.
her description:
"It's a man eating a potato, but there is a bird sitting on the potato. He cannot see the bird because his sunglasses are too dark, and the bird is not moving because he is spacing out."

I really like the pants and tie.
just saying



this is a song she really likes, I think it's pretty cool as well. :

the world, hello

hey world,
how's it going?


I was wondering today, why is the term "forth of july" more popular than "independence day'?

anyway. just wondering.

another thing I was pondering.
how do women who faint at the sight of blood deal with periods?

maybe my sleepiness is making me write things I would not normally write about.

no work tomorrow. that's good news.

I will leave now.

if i think of something else to post i will be back

have a nice day.

i should be asleep

well I guess I should be asleep. but dont really want to.

I sometimes miss eating deep fried ice cream and candied bacon.
...for breakfast

hmm, I could go for a burger right now.


yum.


have a nice day.

new music maybe,

I was wanting to get some music going.
so there might be some new stuff soon.

no guarantees though.

also this blog has been receiving alot of page visits from spamming sites.
I don't know why.


hmm.
hopefully they all were not bots.



oh yeah, there is a movie I actually hope to see, haven't felt like this since..................
..........................
maybe Kill Bill.
well I was kinda excited to see Prometheus, but not in anticipation.

well here's a trailer:





have a nice day

should have slept in today

drew some stuff this morning.

but i didn't know what to do with the other side of his body.
so this happened.

At first I thought maybe he was looking at something,
but with the second picture, I feel like he is thinking
" I should have slept-in today"



was listening to Joy Division, maybe that's why the pics came out this way?

anyway





have a nice day.

all your base are belong to us.... kinda... i think...

I have this theory.
It's about birth control pills.
Theory:

Men created birth control pills to shift accidental/unwanted/didn't really think this through, pregnancies from Men to Women.

Before birth control it was pretty much up to the man whether a woman got pregnant.
Man was responsible for, preventing/blocking semen from entering a woman during sex.
possibly creating a baby.
He could do this through, pulling out or putting on a condom... maybe there are more ways, but ... I don't know.
So if the woman got pregnant, it's very easy to say,"If you (Man) were wearing a condom" or "If you (Man) had pulled out in time I (woman) would not be pregnant.
Man is responsible.


With the invention of Birth control pills, the responsibility and blame is shifted from Men to Women.
Now the we have "If only you (woman) took the pill" or "It's because you (woman) forgot to take the pill"
The Pill was man's way of shifting responsibility for raising children, and having children, to the woman.

anyway just a thought.



and here is a video of a water birth.


loading...

























just kidding about the video.



here is a song that I like and a band that I recently got into.


There nothing in the Water (we cant fight) by Cloud Control

Mother Ganga take me higher
You wake up, you're on fire
Light a candle in the shadows
A different glow for every window


Mother Ganga take me higher
You wake up, you're on fire
Walk together to the river
Side by side, come to die here


Oh oh oh oh
There's nothing in the water (x3)
There's nothing in the water we can't fight
We get high


(Mother)
(Yeh yeh go yeh)


Mother Ganga take me higher
You wake up
Your on fire
Light a candle in the shadows
A different glow for every window


There's nothing in the water (x6)
There's nothing in the water we can't fight
We get high (x4)
(Every window)
We get high
(Every window)

have a nice day.

be good to your woman.

mint mint

just thought I should write something.
Don't really have anything in mind yet.


I've been drinking peppermint tea recently.
pretty good stuff.




have a nice day.

slower snails

made a new song today.

I had a completely diffident sound in my head when I started making it.

but anyway, here it is.

enjoy.

have a nice day

teeth

I don't remember if I had already put this drawing up or not

I guess it's one of those hand puppets you make from brown lunch bags.

anyway enjoy.

have a nice day

name

I was trying to remember someones name today.
I thought it stared with a S.
So for about an hour I was going through all the S names in my head trying to match it to a picture of this person.

Then I thought to myself "Maybe it dosn't start with a S.
And the name came to me.
Amazing.

I know.

the name started with a K.
just in case you were wondering.

Have a nice day.

p.s. school will end soonish for the summer, I look forward to that.

well.

off to work I go...


have a nice day.
catch a leprechaun or something.

something...

I was going to post something I had thought of while at work.

unfortunately I forgot what that was.

hmm...
maybe if i type hmm..'s long enough it will come back.

hmmm..........
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.......................

well....

hmmmmmmm........


hmmm....hm..

maybe not.





well.
nope....


I'll post a song instead.







the end....






have a nice day.

ha gifs

while waiting for a program to download I was on a gif page.

i thought this was pretty funny.

crazy asians.

have a nice day

ocd?

i think i might have an acute case of OCD.
i have noticed something that i do without really thinking about, but if i try to stop i find myself doing it again in a few minutes.

i do this thing were if something is behind me, instead of just turning my body half way, i turn all the way around, then turn again making a 360.

i notice this alot at work. i work in a warehouse and am constantly picking up boxes from all directions.
one day i noticed that i was feeling really dizzy.
i wondered why?
i started to notice my spinning thing that i do.
i tried to stop, but after awhile i went back to spinning.

yesterday i caught myself spinning again, and thought, hmm...  OCD?

i saw this guy on a tv series about people with OCD, and one of the things he did was spin 360* everytime he walked through a door way.

hmm...  maybe similar.

well guess that's it for today, it was thundering outside which woke me up and led me to the bathroom to try and digest my previous meals, which led me to writing on here.

have a nice day

on the esplanade

don't really have much to post, but I found a new song that I really like


On the esplanade
Down by the sea
Baby watch my back
I think somebody's been following me
You feel overcome
With trying to play it dead
You feel safe that way
Is it better than just playing instead?
Was a big step for me to roll up my golden light
Should have saved, saved my energy

I'm awake today
It's so nice to see the window.. wash my dreams away
And i prop myself up on my pillow
We've been through shaky times
But i'm glad you found your way
There was too much panic then
From here on it will be straight all the way
Was a big step for me to roll up my golden light
Should have saved, saved my energy

Changing with time 
I can't wait for the sign
Is this right?
Day turns your side, but the day brings the pride of the light
Oh the peace comes at night, I will never break from this shadow of exile
To be blinded..
Changing with time 
I can't wait for the sign
Is this right?
Is this right? 

On the Esplanade by Julian Plenti




....
o and to update my previous post.
I was able to get everything ready and leave without any glares. 
woot!



have a nice day,

well nothing much, just posting a post.

i'm currenlty waiting for my wife to get ready so we can go to the post office.
was thininkg of facebooking or playing a game to pass the time, but I dont know how much time I have.
i probably dont even have time to spell check so this post may be full of errors.
I should also probably put on my socks, deoderant and find my wallet and keys before she is ready.
lest I be starred at with glaring eyes.

women are funny.
I'm glad i am a man.

Have a nice day.
If i do all the things I need to i may return and wrtite more random jabbleings of my brain.

well... it's friday

To the fan and loan people,

I realize I have not been posting post as often as I used to, I will try harder.
but not to hard, I want to keep this enjoyable.

maybe some background info in case I get more popular

I originally started this blog for two main reasons;
1. the xanga fad kinda died out, and I wanted a place to write down and dump things on my mind.
2. to get better at writing.

I feel i have been successful in both areas, woot!

hmm, maybe I should make an about me page.

...
I will do this and finish this post after I make it.


...................will return soon.....

finished.


 now I nothing else to write about.

maybe later..


have a nice day

extraordinary? what's so great about that?

ex·traor·di·nar·y  

/ikˈstrôrdnˌerē/

Adjective Very unusual or remarkable. Unusually great.

Synonyms uncommon - unusual - singular - remarkable - exceptional Strange. Wouldn't the word extraordinary mean something that is very ordinary or more ordinary. I don't understand how it means uncommon or unusual. Extra = more Moreordinary How does moreordinary = uncommon? If anything it should mean more ordinary than ordinary (very dull, plain, boring.) But yet it doesn't. A size more small than small = extra-small More large than large = extra small Hot sauce more hot = extra hot!!! But then why doesn't More Ordinarily than ordinary = extra-ordinary. If anything if should be used as a put down or as sarcasm not a complement. Some examples: "Hey Jonny, I heard you got last place...Your an extraordinary runner!" Falling asleep during sex, "That was extraordinary..." That girl from American Beauty, Instead of calling her plain and boring. Just use "extraordinary" Exibit A: Ordinary Fat Kid: Extraordinary Fat Kid: --Notice how the Ordinary fat kid is more interesting than the Extraordinary fat kid.--- (no offense to the over weight, i've been there too.) Well my extraordinary ability to focus is wearing thin. until next time. have a nice day.

apache tears

Mr. Johnny Cash

Hoof prints and foot prints deep ruts the wagons made
The victor and the loser came by here
No head stones but these bones bring Mascalero death moans
See the smooth black nuggets by the thousands laying here
Petrified but justified are these Apache tears
Dead grass dry roots hunger crying in the night
Ghost of broken hearts and laws are here
And who saw the young squaw they judged by their whiskey law
Tortured till she died of pain and fear
Where the soldiers lay her back are the black Apache tears
The young men the old men the guilty and the innocent
Bled red blood and chilled alike with fears
The red men the white men no fight ever took this land
So don't raise the dust when you pass here
They're sleeping and in my keeping are these Apache tears

idea

I have this idea for a Gangam style parody.

It's would be called Orphan Gangam style.
Featuring many popular orphans;
Annie
Aladin
The Nacho Libre orphans
+ more

Maybe it doesnt sound that well on paper.
But in my head it seems pretty funny.

Well thats it for today.

o well I upgraded to windows 8 and am trying to firgure it out.
But besides that, and the orphan this. thats about it

Have a nice day