i think when things get to repetitive/predictable I don't like to sleep.
like going to work everyday. seems more fun to stay up then just going to sleep and working again.
sometimes I feel like I am a very cold person.
I don't really show my feelings/affection/appreciation to almost anyone around me.
sometimes I try.
but a lot of times it takes pre-planned effort to do so.
doesn't happen naturally.
same thing with socializing.
the main reason I don't do much of it is because it simply doesn't occur to me.
I usually need to push my brain into thinking about socializing.
another thing is the way I think.
well that has two parts.
1. I think in yes/no . problem/solution.
I 've noticed that with almost every conversation I have I feel like the only reason I am having that conversation is to find an answer or solution to what ever it is that is being talked about.
Which many times leaves me not talking at all, because
a. I don't know or have any insight about what is being said.
b. other people are currently talking about what they think.
c. opportunity to input has past, while I was thinking about what to say
2. my thoughts are a constant random mess.
it's like Barnum and Bailey meets pokemon, all in an alternate time space continuum thing.where everyone wants to be like everyone else. except for the supreme leader, he gets to be himself.
I was going to draw something, but it's getting late.
good night.
sleep tight.
don't let the billions of microbes bite.
have a nice tomorrow.
well it's already today.
so,
have a nice day
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