"I'm here, I'm here, not heroic but I try"

Iam thinking about getting a twitter so that whenever I get a random thought I can quickly post it before I forget it.

but I might just do that here.
well maybe not. this is already kinda taking along time. hm....

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anyway, it's finals week.
just one more project due, THEN I AM FREE, ....till January .....

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was doing some fb,instagram,twitter,google stalking on some class mates.
feel like a spy.
without an agency.
so a broke spy.
who I guess is not really a spy after all, just some guy getting distracted.
I don't know why I enjoy seeing people from a distance, but not close up in person.
I find it extremely interesting to learn about someone from afar.
guess I am strange.
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anyway again.
I was listening to this band recently and one of their songs has been in my head for the past few days.
I feel like this song talks about the struggle of every man.
"I have never wanted more, to be your man
And build a house around you
I am just like all the rest of them
Sorry, selfish, trying to improve

I'm here, I'm here, not heroic but I try

I'm here, I'm here, not heroic but I try"

Those lines hit real deep.
Damn.
Men be good to your women.
Try, try, try.






 I am that dickhead in the kitchen
Giving wine to your best girl's glass
I am the amateur pornographer
Unpleasant publisher by hand

Not here, not here, heroic acts of man
Not here, not here, heroic acts of man

I see the stumbling pinstriped trouser
Flecks of sick on an office shoe
Part of the fatty British average
Who lives in the houses around you

Not here, not here, heroic acts of man
Not here, not here, heroic acts of man

Let's all crowd 'round the cowering body
Throw stocky fingers, bricks and stones
Let's promise every girl we marry
We'll always love them when we probably won't

While the knight in shitty armour
Rips the drunk out of her dress
One man tears into another
Hides a coward's heart in a lion's chest

Man, he breeds although he shouldn't
He's breeding just because he comes
Acts the father for a minute
Till the worst instincts return

Not here, not here, heroic acts of man
Not here, not here, heroic acts of man

I have never wanted more, to be your man
And build a house around you
I am just like all the rest of them
Sorry, selfish, trying to improve

I'm here, I'm here, not heroic but I try
I'm here, I'm here, not heroic but I try