the big 27

In a few days I will be 27 years old.
I remember being little and thinking that people who were 20 were old.
Then 20 came for me and I felt. "Hmm I dont feel old."
I realize that yes I am getting older, but idk I don't really feel old.
Maybe I am supposed to be more serious. Not laugh at things, never do fun stuff.
That is what I seem to associate with being old. just not enjoying life anymore.
I don't want that.


hmm.

well christmas was fun.
well actually the 2 days after christmas were more fun than christmas itself.
My wife and I both got robes for christmas, and we just kinda slept in and watched netflix and went out to eat. Twas fun.



Everything is tragic, it all just falls apart
But when I look into your eyes, it pieces up my heart
If I only had an answer to put it all to bed
I wish sometimes I could take back every word I've said

I walk back in the night alone, got caught up in my song
Forgot where I was sleeping, none of the lights were on
I heard my mother thinking me right back into my birth
I laughed so loud inside myself, it all began to hurt

So I turned on a picture show, I disappeared the lines
As memories came flooding in, the tears blew up my eyes

I see an elevator, a moment I am above
I look for you or someone who can still remind me of
The tight grip and the sun lick
And the calm weight of all things summer
When it's all here and it's all new
And you're not hungover

Fierce and light and young
Fierce and light and young
When you don't know that you're wrong
Or just how wrong you are

My feet are always heavy as I head toward the door
I thought we'd leave this for ourselves a hundred times before
But I guess we're always leaving even when we look the same
And it eases me somehow to know that even this will change

If you've still got some light in you then go before it's gone
Burn your fire for no witness, it's the only way it's done

Fierce and light and young
Fierce and light and young
Hit the ground and run
Hit the ground and run






have a nice day