"Time is too early, my hair isn't curly. I wish I was home and tucked away"

so i'm not sleeping again.
I'm not sure why, but it's happening.
I think it may be related to school though, this happened around the same time last year.
or maybe it's the changing of the seasons.
any way.
I've been waking up around 3-4am the past few days.
1st night  I woke up at 3:30am. Tossed and trued till 6am (when my alarm rings)
2nd night woke up 3:30am. but decided not to stay in bed. sat on my porch and recorded some sounds for about an hour. finished setting up a tablet I have purchased recently. Restroomed. Played some video games. Hooked up controller, played video game in bed. Feeling sleepy around 6am (laid down, woke up at 7am)
3rd night. Woke up 2:30. Tossed/turned till 4am. Fell asleep at some point woke up again at 5:20am. Stared at clock till 6am. (alarm)

I feel okay. kinda.
I feel wobbly. like the ground is a water bed.
reaction times seem slower.
misspelled words increasing.
difficulty focus
not really hungry
hazy
forgetting more stuff
when I first got up it felt like I was watching my self through someone else's eyes. Like in a movie or video game. That went away for the most part, but sometimes it still feels like that.

I'll try to upload the recordings soon.

till then here is something:
I really liked this live performance, so I got the album.
but unfortunately the feeling is not the same.
The energy seems absent on the studio album.
or maybe I just like watching the keyboardist.
anyway give it a listen if you are curious
Painted Palms: Performance on KEXP